all we ever needed was closure. of that i am sure

They say a ‘LIKE’ turns into ‘LOVE’ after 4 months. what happened? it’s been 8 years already

he liked me first.

i liked him after some time.

nobody knew what we both feel at that time.

he had his feelings revealed.

or maybe i just read his gentle gestures and caresses.

while i still remained silent and calm on the outside.

but the truth is, i am already BURSTING on the inside.

it’s been 8 years since that very first time i realized that i like him.

it’s been 8 years since the last time we’ve seen each other.

am i a masochist?

i tried to forget. to get rid of this feelings. God knows how i struggled.

it’s just that, up until now my feelings for him are still alive.

i don’t know how to identify this.

i’ve never been inlove, with a man.

only with the Son of Man.

o My First LOVE, help me get rid of this very unnecessary feelings.

i want to love and serve you fully.

now, i have to face him again.

what do i feel about it?

i still don’t know.

but i guess i’m ready to know how this heart of mine beats for him

in no less than one month,

 

we’ll meet again.

and by that time, i’ll continue this story with i guess, an ending which should have happened a long long time ago.

Traveler with a bag at the speedwalk

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